yep... that book that I hate but everyone seems to want. Blood Tainted Dreams: The Hunter is now available for free in ebook form on my website (edarker.com) [link]

Want it? Go download it

Enjoy the suckfest XD
<3

Do me a favor though... read through the other work on there too so you know I don't just blow... *has little faith in work from 06*

I was working on my art trades today... and realized how much I do NOT enjoy doing visual art anymore. I love doing photomanips, but just hate doing anything else. I don't know what is going to happen after I finish my trades, but I don't intend on doing any more work that involves markers, paints, pencils, ect...

Lets face it, I've lost my spark in that area. I'm STRUGGLING through what I need to get done and I'm actually not enjoying any of it. I hope it doesn't show in the work. I'm taking my time through the trades so that they don't look bad. I want them to look as fantastic as what I got.

I'll still be posting here, though. Just not visual art. I'll be posting my literary work, my writing. I know alot of people just won't care, but I do. I'm really passionate about writing and that's really all that matters to me. I can't recall a time when I cared about if other people were or were not happy with my choices in art and expression. I do what makes me happy. No one will be deathly disappointed in this, I'm sure. I lost many of my fans and watches when I got pregnant and disappeared from the Internet. Hell, I'll bet many of them don't even realize that I'm back.

So that's where this all leaves me. I've submitted a few short stories to various magazines in the hopes of them picking me up, and I'm planning to keep this username simply for the sake of memories and keeping a part of myself here on dA. Hopefully, I'll be able to find other writers on here and relate to them. I sank out of the 'furry community' (though I can't exactly remember how or when I got into it anymore lol) and now I'm just going to do what I love. I've loved to write for years. I went through massive writers block after Tasha stopped talking to me and all I did was visual art. Now I just don't find any enjoyment in it. That pretty much sums it up. Tasha and I have been talking again (duh, we're a couple) and now I'm writing again. Good for me.

I'm going to be releasing BTW: The Hunter in an ebook format for free. Anyone who contacts me about that now via this journal will also be entered into a contest to win a copy of the book in it's original format, signed as well. I'll release more details on this later. Pretty much, contact me about the free ebook and I'll enter you into the free* drawing for the book (you'll be responsible for shipping costs ONLY which should be like $5 at most). Just remind me to enter you into the drawing though. I'll be putting up another journal about the ebook in a few moments, but THIS journal gets you into the drawing.

Thanks and much love,
Liz.

first time... so painful... oh god...

i've never seen ANY part of my body turn that shade of orange...

Holy crap lol

considering making a writing account... considering.

but i'm on fictionpress.com under edarker if anyone cares lol


and i'm working on art trades today.

wow...

this is why I hate the internet. I typed in the name of an old friend of in on google... and something came up on E.D.

A LONG while ago we had had a fight, both of us got over it. While we were fighting another 'friend' asked me what happened and I told her.
She posted the entire thing on the site and listed me as an 'anon. coward'.

What a fantastic 'friend'. Why did she even have that conversation after YEARS!? She took SO much of what I said out of context too. I never did ANYTHING to her.

Just goes to show - can't trust ANYONE anymore.

I had considered posting new art... i think Im gonna post my trades and be done 9.9

however, I do post my lit. art... seems to be less drama there. I like less drama.